clambering out of the cat box
Well, here we are.
Last week, the universe invited us to feel deeply (which may have felt pretty intense). And now we are being called to explore the wonder and awe of this Earth School experience.
In particular, the universe is inviting us to explore any place where we may be experiencing victim energy. These are the aspects of our lives where we feel like things are happening to us, leaving us with a feeling of "woe is me." Victim energy also hides out in aspects of our lives where we find ourselves blaming others. It might leave us bitterly thinking "he/she/they/it did this to me...screw him/her/them/it."
I lovingly call this energy "cat-box energy." In the woe aspect of victim energy, we're rolling around in the kitty litter. And in the blame version of victim energy, we're throwing poop. Neither type is particularly fun (or hygienic).
For the next few days, as the sun sits in gate 55, universal energy asks us to transform that victim energy into freedom. Are you feeling this invitation?
It's not a puzzle for your mind to play with. You don't have to find the place where you're feeling victimy. If it's time for you to transform some victim energy into freedom, the universe will guide you to it. Your job is to soften, to release and to receive--and to receive without feeling shame or guilt for not pulling your weight or feeling like you owe something in return, but to really truly receive in divine fashion.
I'm right here with you--or perhaps a few steps ahead of you (my gate 36 gives me the gift of going first so I can guide others through the process). As usual (for me), I'm experiencing this process through my body. I'm in the process of alchemizing my relationship with my period from one of woe to one of wisdom. My brain says, "WTF does that mean?" while my body whispers, "do you trust me?" I soften my shoulders, open my heart, and answer, "Yes, I've been training for this."
I'm here for the magic--yours, the universe's and my own. If you want support through your transformation, book a session with me or email me at kelsey@kelseyabbott.com to talk about Choose-Your-Own-Adventure Coaching.
I love you.
Love,
Kelsey
P.S. On The Find Your Awesome Podcast this week, I talk about Navigating Limbo as a Generator or Manifesting Generator. A big part of living as an aligned MG or Generator involves being brave enough to release the "not this" to receive the "this." But what about the space between releasing and receiving? That's what this episode is all about. Listen here or on Apple Podcasts or Spotify.
P.P.S. Want to start or supplement your Human Design education on your own terms? Check out my Human Design Master Classes. There's one for Manifesting Generators, one for those with Emotional Authority and one describing the 4/6 Profile.
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