when I say I've been juggling
I retired from social media in May of 2020.
I think it was about a month later that I woke up with a Manifestor urge: I needed juggling balls and I needed to start juggling asap.
Was I a juggler? Not at all. I had never juggled before, and I had never wanted to juggle before. But, urges are the universe's way of communicating with Manifestors and us Manifesting Generators, so I always trust an urge. My soul wants juggling balls, my soul is getting juggling balls.
My juggling balls arrived the next day and I started playing right away, first tossing one ball back and forth between my hands, then adding a second ball, then a third and... I was not a natural juggler.
And I didn't care. I was having so much fun playing!
For months and months, I dropped a lot of balls, smiling and laughing every time.
Then in November of that same year, I had a photoshoot and as the photographer was on her way to my house, I decided: I wanted a shot of me juggling, evennnnn though I couldn't yet keep three balls in the air. I picked up the balls, thought to myself, "wouldn't it be great if I could juggle all of these with ease?" AND poof I was doing it!
Again, I didn't care! I was having too much fun.
Here, look!:
It's been two years since juggling clicked for me and I still love it so much. In fact, juggling dance parties are my secret sparkle up recipe: when I just have a few minutes to amplify my sparkle, I turn on some tunes and juggle.
My current high vibe go-to songs are:
🤹♀️ "Good to be Alive" by Andy Grammer
🤹♀️ "Get Ready" by Pitbull and Blake Shelton
🤹♀️ and "Good Time" by Ocean Park Standoff (this one amuses me because it's about drinking and I don't drink)
What's your sparkle-up recipe? I want to hear!
I love you.
Love,
Kelsey
P.S. Remind me to tell you about the circus sometime soon
P.P.S. I was recently on the Rawring Twenties Podcast with Brenda and Julia. We get real and raw on Human Design charts and how we can use this information to allow more joy and abundance into our lives! Take a listen here!